Poems

zaglossus attenboroughi ‘a single echidna specimen collected in 1961… near the top of Mount Rara, in the Cyclops Mountains of Northern Dutch New Guinea [now Indonesia] was named in recognition of Attenborough’s contribution to increased public appreciation of New Guinean flora and fauna through his documentary work…’    - Wikipedia A world from there but roughly then, I toowas the only one they ever found. Domain,Kingdom, Phylum, Class, Order, Family,Genus, Species, tick tick tick my tribesbut only one of me. Although I don’tbecome a spiny ball when I feel threatened,do I, no, don’t say. And though I’m notnocturnal in the way they mean, outsideit’s dark when I do this and I mean always.Also I’ve gone by now, that’s quite echidna.

at arm’s reach, side by side, more than twenty-five feet up our treble extension ladders, shuddered by artics and buses thundering up and down Newcastle Street. But Stanway won’t lend me his scraper. It would take seconds, less than a minute, to run it around the window frame where wood meets glass, scrape off the loose paint. But he’d prefer to see me edging back down, clinging on to the bowing side rails, hurrying back to our caravan on the waste ground, rummaging under the bench seats until I find mine that slipped from my overalls at breakfast, then bollocking me for losing time.

Low little thick-walled stone cottage  on the dwindling, forest encroached old Usk road.  You’d catch it at your eyeline, squat above the hedgerows,  like a cup on its saucer; whitewashed, dim windowed,  slightly sad outer face. Dad’s last home.  His, more than hers, ‘a refuge place.’ After he’d died, Mum toiled in the garden that got too much; badgering herself, ‘no, she wasn’t the type to give up.’ Isolation hit hard, she feared the swamping no-street-light, larch-wood deep country dark; double locking the front door, when she was in, nervous, edgy to a panic, when I came visiting. Heedless of help. Five full years mustered on alone,  fought fears that finally tipped to overwhelm.

Nice to get rid of yourself in a few words,Not to think any further or say any more.Nice to conceal in a strange town, To say, I am this, I am that, to use wordsThat are fixed and ripe to ignore.Nice to dispose in a few words. Who wants to live in the woods where wordsAre unclear, their meanings too tall?Nice to conceal in a strange town. Certain things won’t be known, risky wordsOf your own, if you deny them. All in all,It’s nice to dispose in a few words. But who will you be if you live within words,Within worlds, not your own? Are you sureYour life will be real in a strange town? Can you properly say, I commit to this town,All its tedious works? Can you swearThat it’s nice to get crushed by a few words,Nice to congeal in a strange town?

heteromirafa sidamoensis Reminds me of a poet I knew, the lye-ben lark. That’s how I said her name at first, with lye-ben lark to rhyme with why-ben, ‘By the way, it’s Libben Lark,’ she told me at the door, ‘it rhymes with ribbon-lark.’ I’d taught her for an hour. I liked the liben lark. ‘You libben-learn…’ I murmured as the liben lark went reading down the corridor. The liben lark was like no poet I’d ever met, the liben lark just made a sound there hadn’t been, the liben lark had no idea. I told her, ‘Listen, Liben Lark, you make a sound there’s never been.’ The liben lark looked sad at that. ‘Two years I’ve taught you, Liben Lark, and now we’re done.

Grunting, you slipper-creep across the floor slower than a sailboat in a Force 1 breeze. I wonder whether in that ancient circuit board of a head from which so little intelligible has issued for weeks the Beaufort Scale still means anything or whether, if mentioned, you would as usual get totally muddled, mistake Force 1, under whose waftings the sea hardly ripples, for gale Force 10. Standing close in case of mishap I watch you grip the grubby Zimmer frame tighter, then tack hard to port and slump into the Stannah Lift that will ease you past prints and oils of your father’s ships until you reach the downstairs harbour.

Every now and then, during my late-nighttussle with rhyme and metre, I glance upat the top flat opposite, wondering whetherits male occupant, silhouetted and backlit,is thinking, each time he raises his headand seems to gaze back, how excitingit is to overlook on the ground flooropposite an insomniac poet constantlylicking his stanzas into shape, and maybeeven including him in his latest poem. Much more likely he is totally engrossedin a detective novel by Ian Rankinor Donna Leon. Imagining which I downtools and instead head for the sitting-roomwith a cappuccino, confident that gettingstuck into a good whodunnit will moreeffectively establish us as kindred spirits.At which point, seemingly totally obliviousto my presence, the man opposite risesand, leaving his room, turns out the light.

Working from hammock in Mexico, Watching how far centavos go, The beer is cheap, tequila strong, Here you can sleep and all day long. Hola to holidays in the sun! Don’t want to do it – doesn’t get done. From sunset strip to sunrise glow History runs deep in Mexico. Sipping a cola, eating ice-cream, Loving the colours, living the dream, Working tomorrow for a better today, Procrastinators that’s what they say. Chilli con carne, San Miguel beer, Well worth the journey, wish you were here! Am and pm, what about them? Mañana we say and carpe diem. Loving the colours, living the light, Enjoying the bright stars shining at night. The sound of the waves smells of H2O And seawater’s warm in Mexico.

Nearly sucking up a woodlouse in the vacuum cleaner, an unseen finger taps me on the head. Surely, it says, you have the time to find a bit of card or an old envelope and move this little fellow to the flower bed? Plucked from the wall,  it rolls into a ball and waves its legs towards the vast omnipotent above, as if to say I did not expect this of you.