Poems

Well will wounded Wilko wieldhis bloody red/black axe –fingers fast on Fender.Watch him as he chops, attacks,his hearers hoarse ring rafters Weighty wordsmith’s word hoard wandersthrough the streets and down by jetties.Long his living lays will lingerin the wide world’s towns and cities So, for fearless friend and friendship,many moons and miles rememberedin the Great Halls of our minds,Rock on! Sing on! Play loud and tenderas your flame bursts from the embersstill yet you steal a march on Time.

Ironing is her favourite task. The rhythm and the steam transport her to an outer state more vivid than a dream – a place of creased and crumpled hills, a wet and heavy land through which a burning body moves, directed by her hand. Each stroke a stride, the rugged earth dissolves into a plain whence she can touch the brooding clouds and taste the coming rain. This wide expanse, this untrod moor she spreads out fresh each day and, godlike, when she’s done with it she folds the world away.

Your phone still works. All I have to do is dial your old number and I’ll hear your voice sounding almost like yourself. Perhaps you are not feeling well? I am walking in a part of London unknown to me but for the fact you live here, and always have done – an alleyway I never knew was there. Now here’s the tall house at the corner of the street, waiting, a faint glow at the window dark as a beetle’s wing. There’s something the matter with the door, its heavy, rusty hinge won’t give way. How will I explain why I haven’t been to see you all these years?

Robin is dead no more shall sing nor ruffle his wing no more shall sing Robin is dead no more shall wait at the garden gate no more shall wait Robin is dead his soul has flown but whither gone oh wither gone Robin is dead and all my joy my sweet bonny boy and all my joy.

My son, who’s never been allowed to tread on the scarce, yellowed lawns back in Spain, hesitantly takes a few steps in Priory Park, glances back, checks for approval, then breaks into a wild canter. And I, who played in our garden all summer long and who took it for granted, learn the amazement  of running over springy grass, the fear-free tumbles, the green stains. I wince at them like his Gran did.

From direct to indirect speech,spelling and pronunciationremain the same, though the meaning of this word has changed forever,my tone no longer impatientor jokey, but strictly neutral. I end up juggling sentencesto give the proper noun the slipand dodge any mention of Dad.

These are the days when no words will do.Such horrors accrue by the phone’s blue lightconstant as the wind tonight rattles throughthe alleys, a side gate banging to. Rain whitein the gutters, the new year’s promise a kiteflapping in a thunderstorm as you, farwith only second-hand knowledge, rewritethese lines, for all the good they’ll do. If you’resilent you are complicit chirps one, ourself-styled moral compass, but certaintybelies difficult truths, as if the world werea clear-edged colouring book, not poetry.Outside there is only the wind and the rainand, overhead, not a single star to be seen.

Instead of scattering your ashes, let’s go for another walk, across those swaying fields you’ll sprint half the length of, sun low as I dawdle your lead, watch you weaving free through waist-high grasses, time blurring as wind whittles away at gritstone edge. You’ll sniff your way up the scree, village blinking below like so much loose change, the ledge gifting a perspective that the hardedge look of things might resolve to melt away, your single bark now echoing a pledge to live, as dogs will, in this moment, this day. So much for memory. Below this ancient shelf you’re still running, still scattering yourself.

Her tiny headpeers above three jarscrammed with votive jonquils – her face among the crows, the marching limes, the warty humps and bubblesof the London planes. Bronze and bluebell. Bronze on high Portland stone.

Ever wonder why foxes always slip  into poems? Imagine the present moment embodied, coat ablaze as it skips littered bushes and moonlight’s lament  like the burnt shock of iron sediment at a river’s turn, you’ll find its furtive glare soon meets your own. Now it stops, head bent to sniff the rutted earth scattered with these early-hours, half-eaten chicken wings, tears open a plastic bag that’ll outlive us all. The future is nowhere and nothing, the past the waste of all our take and give, and what defines us is as radiant as moments we thought insignificant.

The squirty old style fuel pumps lie dead as I hook the car up to the charging point and brace in case the plug recoils. I’m pleased we’re powered by wind and solar now shale gas lies untouched and coal’s defunct. A half-hour charge beside the jet-wash gun with pushy forecourt ads, someone changing oil, Pepsi packs to win on smart phone apps. A slot lights up to take my banker’s card, digits on the touch screen flash my kilowatts and hours I’ve bought till the battery decks. The slot slides out my card and shows it cares; emoji smiles that sign off with a kiss, x.

The office is so full of bloody books, propped dangerously on tables, cases, chairs, propped everywhere, so everywhere one looks one briefly shrugs one’s shoulders and despairs. The drawback to so many bloody books is that they come between us, me and her, and interrupt what should be melting looks with titles unforgivably obscure. Take yesterday for instance. How she came across the room to ask me for a file, and then gave me, as though I were to blame, that look she must have practised as a girl, and all the while her legs were lost from view behind these toppling board and paper walls built from À la recherche du temps perdu, Britannicas, King Lears, Das Capitals.

Another week gone by in the pubmeans time called on someone elseas if the reaper’s too lazy to aimhigher than the fermented windfalls. The regulars are sad but secretly gladit’s not them in the pine overcoatas they discuss at length how hardit is to drive to that new crematorium. They complain it’s just off the main roadbut there’s no signage to say it’s coming.One old soak asks if you can approach itaslant, via the quiet old coach roads. The answer comes back fast and firm –No, there’s only one way in, one way out.

for Anna Punch has made up with Judy and put his big stick away. He’s happy to cuddle the baby. He’s a new man as from today. A husband on best behaviour. A loving father restored. But preferring him as raver the audience feels cheated and bored. Bring back the Judge and the gallows the chorus of children cries We want to be chilled to our marrows. Bring back the shock and surprise! But Anna approves of these changes as she sits there nodding her head. This is so much more like it she says. No one wicked or punished or dead!