What a brain haemorrhage feels like
From our UK edition
Something bad and life-changing happened to me: last October I had a subarachnoid brain haemorrhage and then spent three months in hospital shackled to a cylinder containing my cerebrospinal fluids. Ordinarily, I’m a private person and recoil from those who need to centre their “lived experience”, especially if that experience amounts to a claim of victimhood. But I also feel trapped in my story and figure that if I tell it here I will stop reliving it in my head. Perhaps there are others who will recognise their own experiences in mine, but that’s not really why I’m writing this. It’s more to make sense of what happened to me and to draw a line under something that’s difficult to absorb.